Checking In

Yesterday I had my right-sided wisdom teeth taken out. I had the left done a month ago. Ah, the joys of getting insurance to pay for as much as possible. Still had to pay close to $1000 out of pocket. Not feeling too bad yet. The pain usually comes about day 3, when the healing really begins. Oh well, on a diet of pudding and potato soup. Thought I might lose some weight this time around but probably not gonna happen.

Pretty stressed about the job and money situation right now. The job is a big question. I don't know if I am freaking out prematurely but I have a strong feeling I will be out of one on Monday, and not by choice. I do try to tell myself that if I am let go, it's for the better because I despise the place anyway but it's money and health insurance. We can't afford a hit like this again. Being laid off last February was pretty devastating. I am use to leaving a job on my own terms. I don't know what else to do, I've been applying everywhere, no bites. It's embarrassing!! I'm trying to give it to God because he is good and will provide. Having the weekend to think about this is not helping.